TW:This is me on the 26/08/14 just after a quick netball drill session. The session was to purge because i had an extra muffin and three biscuits after morning tea this morning :(I hate it when I lose control and do stupid stuff just because I am bored. I’m really scared of my legs and stomach. They are getting bigger because I am eating again, and at times I do not feel attractive because of their largeness.On the positive side - I am wearing bright pink lipstick for the first time in ages and am looking forward to Scotty coming home. 

TW:
This is me on the 26/08/14 just after a quick netball drill session. The session was to purge because i had an extra muffin and three biscuits after morning tea this morning :(
I hate it when I lose control and do stupid stuff just because I am bored. I’m really scared of my legs and stomach. They are getting bigger because I am eating again, and at times I do not feel attractive because of their largeness.
On the positive side - I am wearing bright pink lipstick for the first time in ages and am looking forward to Scotty coming home. 

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